Random Update

So things in life have been all over the place. Work has been insane (stupid sale that lasts forever!), my Cali family came and visited while dropping of Haley at BYU so it was great to see them. We played with dry ice bubbles! Yeah, so cool. I finally feel like I am falling into place in my singles ward. Yes I still feel a little on the outs because I am one of the younger people in the ward but I have people to hang out with now which makes things a ton better and makes me more willing to participate in activities. Thursday my family is going to the Manti Pageant. I am so excited because its been years since I have been to that and if there is ever a time where I have needed help from above, its now. I'm rather confused as to where I need to go from where I'm at. I know I need to go to school and such and I am doing that. I know I need to be working and I am doing that as well. I just feel like something is missing and I cant quite pinpoint what it might be. Lately I have also been feeling like I need to change who I am in and odd way in order for me to go where I want to in life. But today I got an email from one of my missionary friends and he said and I quote "Be who you are and not who anyone else wants you to be. God made you, not man." Holy crap, I haven't even told him about this. It just kind of came out of the blue. My jaw pretty much dropped when I saw that. I have no doubt that missionaries are inspired even when they are writing letters to friends and family. The funny thing is, this isn't the first time something like this has happened with this same missionary. Gosh I love missionaries :) But I still feel like I need to find my purpose I guess. Its almost like I'm wandering around on a dirt road and the scenery isn't changing at all. Its quite an odd feeling. Well that's it for now. Maybe I'll write something tomorrow. I am addicted to this after all

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