Monday, May 23, 2011

Relizations And An Update

Well hello there! I figured I should actually do an update since I haven't done one of those in awhile. Basically last week we celebrated my brothers birthday on Monday. The weather has been awful! I love rain but when it rains this much I get really sick of it. Give me some sun! Its almost June and I'm wearing long sleeves.

My birthday is next week! Its on the same day as the THS high school graduation which my bestie is involved in so I'll be spending part of my birthday at a graduation which is fine with me lol. I got to go with my mom to pick one one of my birthday presents on Saturday. I got cowboy boots! Buut I don't get to have them in my possession till my birthday. The reason I wanted cowboy boots is because lately I have been really loving cowboys (haha don't make fun of me.) This is much attributed to country music which I have been loving lately as well.

Lately I have come to a realization considering relationships. I'm single which I have been for the majority of my life. But I love being in a relationship. However, I know I don't need a relationship to be happy. Ever since the break up I have wanted nothing more than to find someone new and I obviously haven't done that. Relationships are nice but they aren't everything and I know that now. I don't need one to be happy. Summertime is known for the Summer romances that happen and I surprisingly don't want to go seek one out. If its meant to happen then it will. Seeking out a relationship is pretty much useless. I don't want to try to make something happen. I'm going to enjoy the time I have being single. I have some awesome single friends and we can just go out and have fun. Especially since Katie is leaving for Cedar City in the Fall I especially need to make the best of the time I have with her while I have it. I know that if I were still in a relationship that this would be effected massively. For now, my friends and family are going to come before any man. Most of the guys I know are on missions anyway lol. Give me sun, friends, fun times and a pool and I'll be happy this summer. If a boy walks into the picture, fine. But its not everything and I will not be seeking it out.


P.S. this is totally off subject but I figured out that if you spray perfume into your hair brush then brush your hair it will smell amazing!

P.S.S. In the last two weeks I have lost 4lbs! Not much but for the time frame of 2 weeks that's pretty darn good if you ask me :)

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