Well today I officially changed my major from undecided to Behavioral Studies with an emphasis on Psychology and registered for next semester. I really was considering SUU but with how things have unfolded in my family lately I think it would be better if I stayed here. I need to be here and as much as I'm going to miss Katie I'm glad I need to be here. My whole support system is here which I have been relying on a lot lately. I cant believe that I'm going to be starting my sophomore year of college in August and my brother is going to be a freshmen in high school! Everything just goes by so fast. Sometimes I forget that I need to treasure the moments that I have with people and remember the moments happening now, even if they seem so small and insignificant like just watching a movie with someone.
These truly are the best years of our lives and we need to make the most of them. Sadly, I am awful at taking my own advice hahaha. I don't really make the most of my time in school or any of my time for that matter because I just want to be done and move on to the next big thing. Like college for example, I was excited to get out of high school and start but now that I am a year into it I am sooo ready to be done. But when that time comes, I'll be ready to be done with whatever comes after that. Someone told me recently that if its one thing that they learned from me its to live life to the fullest. Apparently that person thinks that I do that and I'll sit here and tell you straight up, I don't live my life to the fullest. I never really have. I'm shy and insecure which hinders me from a lot. I may look all put together and strong on the outside but really its just a cover for the internal struggle that I have. Its kind of hard to explain. So, this summer I have made a goal to start living my life to the fullest and doing things that I may not wanna do. I have got to get over this insecure thing I have going on and figure out life and meet new people. So yeah, don't judge a book by its cover because what you see on the outside may be the complete opposite of whats going on on the inside.
P.S. This is an amazing song.
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2 comments:
I'm pretty sure this is why we're friends. We're soooooo cool, our lives are pretty much identical ;). I'm glad you're staying, because that means we'll get to hang out more since, you know, I'll be joining you at UVU, but I just want you to know that I love you, and you're amazing, and whoever can't see that is ridiculous, and need to be taken far, far, away and left there. I love you Lyssa, you're the best!
Always bear in mind that you're never alone. We all have our doubts and our insecurities. It's like I said in my blog, we have the power of choice, so we need to take the steps forward and live our lives. Go now and never feel inadequate again. Love you girl!
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