Finding Whats Worth It

Hello! Yes, I am alive. Sorry my last post was so lame. I just felt like informing everyone of my stupidity. I'll post more interesting stuff this week. Promise. Anyways, the weekend was fun. Friday I hung out with my bestie and went out looking for a Harry Potter style robe (ie. black choir robe or black graduation robe) no luck. So, if you know where I can find a Harry Potter style robe pleeeeease let me know :) After our failure we went to Katies Grandparents' house so she could sing for her Grandpa for his birthday. So I got to meet Katies grandparents and other extended family members. I LOVED them! Her grandparents are so sweet and cute and her other extended family members were super nice. They welcomed me like I was one of them (which I might as well be. I call Katies parents mom and dad hahaha.) After that we went to the Riverwoods and walked around. Neither of us have walked around it at night so we decided to check it out. We went to that indoor water park place too and watched some guy sing. If anyone knows who that was (which would be a miracle) TELL ME! He was amazing! Then we watched Psych which was lovely because I am going to marry Shawn Spencer

General Conference was this weekend as well. It seemed like the talks about trials were all meant for me. I'm not going to sit here and tell you that losing a certain boy doesnt hurt because it does but it gets easier everyday. Coming to terms with what happened has been hard and not a day goes by that I dont think about it. But, it was nice to be reminded that trials are for our benefit and that we will come out okay. Heavenly Father will never throw something at us that we cant get through. I really needed to be reminded of that.

I have also come to terms with why everything went the way it did. I put forth all the effort. Even now as I'm trying to keep at least a friendship going its all me. I have decided that I'm not even gonna bother with it anymore. It was never worth it and never will be worth it. In any friendship or relationship if you feel like you are the one putting forth all the effort stop trying and disappear for awhile. If that person doesnt try to find you, doesnt try to talk to you etc. etc. you know that they were never worth it. Friendships and relationships are two way streets and if the other person cant realize that then they arent worth it and you are better off without them.

I say this because thats what I had to do not only with a certain boy but with a friend as well. She has disappered off the face of the planet so I stopped trying to contact her. I havent talked to her since December and I see that its not worth it. If you wanna be my friend you have to try to talk to me and try to stay in touch. If you disappear and leave me to all the work I'm gone because its not worth it to me to keep basically fake people around.

So, in conclusion. You are a wonderful person who deserves the world. Just because one person was too blind to see it doesnt mean you should let it shatter your world. They were never worth it and never cared. You deserve better and regardless of the situation you will find better.

♥

Music thing!

Day 7: A song you have seen performed live

I know you were all expecting something David Archuleta but I figured that would be too obvious. So, here is Apologize by OneRepublic. I saw them in concert forever ago but I loved it. They were my favorite band at the time and I still love them today. I hope they come back for a show soon.