Hmm I actually have a lot of people I need to do this with. I think my biggest one is my old ward. I have such hard feelings harbored towards them. I was pretty much an outcast and so was my family. My bishiop was very nosy and rude, I really had 2 or 3 friends in that ward and I had lived there for about 10 years. There are people there who hurt my brother and cast him out and stole his best friend and told all the boys his age that he was a horrible person. My parents didnt fit in anywhere and most everyone was extremely fake towards my family. When the bishop asked me why I had stopped going to mutual I told him like it was. I told him that I had one friend, I didnt have a place and I pretty much felt like an outcast. He refused to believe me and we got into an argument that lasted for about an hour. He just couldnt believe that his "perfect little ward" wasnt as perfect as he thought. I will only go back to that ward for one persons mission farewell. I have been invited to mission farewells for people that would never ever EVER talk to me. I have no desire to see these people again. They are very fake and never will I put myself in a place like that ever again. I need forgive these people but I'm having a hard time with it and it will take a lot of time.
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