It's Not Worth It

It's not worth it. What's not worth it you might ask? Well I'll tell you.

The pain

The confusion

The worry

Its just not worth it.

One of the crossroads I talked about in my last post has been decided upon (no its not the college one). I have decided that its just not worth all the time, energy, hurt, confusion, anger, worry and work. There comes a time when we must decide between what we want in the moment and what we really want down the road. I have decided that what I want most is my ultimate goal at the end. It makes no sense to sacrifice that for what I want now and possibly jeopardize what I really want down the road..

If something is worth it then it will fall into place and it will seem effortless. If something isnt worth it, it will fall out of our lives completely. If someone is worth it then when you disappear they will chase after you. If you disappear and they dont try to find you, then they never cared in the first place. Its that simple.

Everything in life is a learning experience. Everything happens for a reason and everyone walks into your life for a reason. There is something we can learn from every person that walks into our lives. You eventually have to sift through all the people in your life and figure out which ones are worth it. The people that are worth it will stick around. The ones that arent, will eventually disappear whether you want them to or not. Its a fact of life.

Now to address some concern this might be raising, I am not, I repeat, I am NOT depressed, sad or whatever. I have just learned a lot and wanted to share it with you all. Don't worry about me, I'm fine :)

Conclusion to what I have learned: some people are worth it and some arent. The ones that truly care will chase you when you disappear and put forth effort into a friendship (or relationship). The ones that dont care wont bother to look for you or try to keep a the friendship (or relationship) going.

Oh and before I forget. To all the people out there who like to mess with other people: Dont play mind games with a girl who can play them better and has friends who can play them better. In the end, you'll be the fool and your "victim" will just sit and laugh.

♥

Music thingy!

Day 4: A song you have been obsessed with lately

I have a couple of these so I'll post them haha.

This is Blake Lewis. He was the runner up on American Idol season 6. I recently stumbled upon his most recent album and gave it a listen. His music is different and if you dont like beatboxing and electronic sounding stuff then you wont like this. This song stood out to me the most. I absolutely love how it sounds. The lyrics are cheesy at times but the song itself is fun.

Recently I have rediscovered how much I love Rob Thomas. His voice and song writing skills are absolutely amazing. This song is called Someday. Its off of his most recent album Cradlesong. This is one of my favorites off of the album. Its not really one of my song obsessions lately but it just represents my recent obession with Rob Thomas' music :) If you havent heard him before, you are missing out. Get in gear and listen to him. You wont be sorry :)

Enjoy!