Not giving up is becoming difficult

Merf. That's all I have to say right now is merf. Life is seriously stressing me out. Its just one thing after another. Lets take my life section by section so maybe it will be easier to understand.

School: I'm usually really good with school. I get everything done on time and I do it well. Lately, I have been not wanting to even do anything involving school. I haven't been getting things done and I'm slacking off. I don't normally do this so I am very confused as to why this is happening. School stuff just keeps piling up which is expected because this is college. Its just making me crazy.

People in general: It feels like no matter what I do or where I go someone is breathing down my neck to do something for them and its almost like they don't want to take into consideration what I might want. They just want me to do what they want me to do regardless whether its good for me or not. People are getting harder and harder to deal with. I haven't talked to my best friends in awhile nor have I seen them in awhile.

The world just seems like a cruel place at the moment. Idk if I just have the winter blues or what but I need something to take my mind off of everything. There is other stuff going on that I am not going to post on a blog for everyone to read, mainly because it is none of my business. I worry too much about other people I think that's the other part of why I'm so stressed out. I care about the people in my life too much and because of that I worry about them. Some people I know are stuck in situations that I have no way of helping them with. I am powerless and I am just not used to that. I am used to being able to help the people in my life with whatever they may need and I cant do that for a couple people. I just feel kinda useless to them or something. All I can really do for these people is be there for them but at the moment that's not really enough.

I just feel like I need to disappear for awhile and take a break from everything but I have no where to disappear to and I cant just pick up everything and leave. Gah! This just sucks right now lol.

On the plus side, I get to do a photoshoot next Friday with the lovely and talented photographer Brenna Moore! Go check out her blog, like right now http://mooreimageinnovations.blogspot.com/ I am super excited to do a photoshoot with her and feel very privileged to be part of her portfolio. She's gonna go places for sure ;)

♥ Lyssa