Helloooo blog readers! I'm comin to you live from my English class! Woo hoo! Actually, I'm fairly bored. Lately I have been wishing I had never grown up. When you are little everything is so easy its ridiculous. You cry over losing toys, getting a scrape, getting a scratch etc. etc. When you are older everything becomes more complicated. You aren't sure how to act in certain situations and you have to figure out when you are losing someone. Especially since I'm in college everything is more complicated than it was last year. I wish I had stayed little like this:
I don't miss the cliques and retarded social ladder of high school but I do miss all the people I knew. I stay in contact with maybe 4 people from high school and it kinda sucks. I really really miss choir. That was the one class every other day that I could just let go of everything bugging me and hang out with all the awesome people and sing which is one of my favorite things to do. I miss how easy it was. School was a breeze and I didnt have to put forth any effort at all.
I miss stuff like the spirit bowl and football games. This was spirit bowl last year
It seems like everyone I know is finding out what they want to do in life and are going their seperate ways and I'm just standing here not knowing what to do, where to go or anything. I'm just stuck. I know I have to go to school and I know what I want to major in but thats basically it. I dont know if I'm going where I need to go or anything like that. I really dont.
I think I need to get away for awhile and go to California and visit family. (That means you Dennis family lol)
But sadly, I am a college student with no money and no job. Therefore I am not able to fly out or drive out and visit. Hopefully this year or this Summer I'll find a job and be able to come out there for a little while. I miss all you guys out there. And I miss the beach haha just sayin
Doesnt that look nice? I have no idea where in Cali this is but holy crap I wanna go there. I would love to go to Hawaii right now too but Hawaii is waaaay more expensive lol
I guess you could say I've got the Winter blues. Its sooo cold and I hate it! I'm going crazy in the four walls of my house. Besides my family its basically just me, my homework and my thoughts and when I'm alone with my thoughts I start to over analyze things. I'm currently over analyzing stuff that I shouldnt and I have got to stop. I think I need a vacation and a girls movie night for sure.
I have realized I need to get back into photography. Not like seriously because I'm not going to do that for my career but its something I like to do. I just have to figure out where to start again. I wanna get better at taking pictures of people because I dont really have much experience with that. I'm more of a landscape photographer ya know?
Well this is getting too long. Sorry for my rambling hahaha I'm just very bored in my English class and figured I would update.
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3 comments:
I am sorry you are so bored! That's how my business management class is going only the teacher in my class doesn't even lecture so it's super quiet.
I feel like being a kid too and I definitely have the winter blues and they kinda STINK! not gonna lie.
But hey if you need a break and a girl's night, lets get together! (I don't live in another state so it's pretty much free for us to visit each other ;D ).
Make it five people you stay in touch with! I read your blog, so I'm in touch with you :) And I think you're pretty lovely!
Yay! I want summer to come too! I love it when you visit! :) I hope you find your way, sometimes we are just in a slump... as a certain great poet once said...
"You won’t lag behind, because you’ll have the speed. You’ll pass the whole gang and you’ll soon take the lead. Wherever you fly, you’ll be best of the best. Wherever you go, you will top all the rest.
Except when you don’t.
Because, sometimes, you won’t.
I’m sorry to say so but, sadly, it’s true that Bang-ups and Hang-ups can happen to you.
You can get all hung up in a prickle-ly perch. And your gang will fly on. You’ll be left in a Lurch.
You’ll come down from the Lurch with an unpleasant bump. And the chances are, then, that you’ll be in a Slump.
And when you’re in a Slump, you’re not in for much fun. Un-slumping yourself is not easily done..."
Well here is the whole story:http://www.teamhope.com/seuss.htm
I hope that helps! :)
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