If I fall and crash and burn, at least we both know that I tried

"And if I fall and crash and burn, at least we both know that I tried" -Lifehouse

I have been into Lifehouse a ton lately. I've always loved them but I went through a rediscovery of their music recently and it's all I've been listening to. Its ridiculous. This line is from their song Crash and Burn and it is amazing to me. I know a lot of people that have been trying different things and putting themselves out there. To quote Chelsea Vandyke, they have been "taking chances." A lot of these people aren't having much luck with this and all I can think about is the line from this song when I hear about it. "If I fall and crash and burn, at least we both know that I tried." In life trying is all you really can do. If you don't try, then you will never know what could have been. People can't just sit in their bedrooms all day sheltered from the world, they have to put themselves out there and set themselves up for heartbreak and failure or love and triumph. Or a really weird combination of the two. Trying new things and having it result in failure is part of life. At least you tried. One day you can look back and when a child of yours or someone that you know is going through something similar to what you went through it will be easier to help them and you can be that example that its not the end of the world.

Its amazing what I can get out of one line in a song. Music is such a big part of my life and has helped me through times when I felt so alone. If you haven't listened to Lifehouse's album Smoke and Mirrors you need to ASAP! Its one of my favorite albums for sure.

Anyways, now that I'm done rambling about that, lets move on to my life! Life has been pretty boring actually haha. I saw Hannah over the weekend which was good cause I haven't seen her in forever. We played Just Dance 2. Coolest. Game. EVER! I want it badly lol. My classes have been pretty dull. I don't really talk to anyone in any of them and most of my professors just like rambling about crap no one cares about. But its nice to be done everyday by 11 :) Life's just good right now. There was a tad bit of drama yesterday with someone who will remain nameless, no it wasn't Hannah, Katie or Austen so don't worry about that haha, I pretty much lost control and screamed at said nameless person and felt bad about it but she had it comin. She has been driving me crazy for the past month and keeps trying to change my feelings about a certain special someone ;) and I lost it. I am not someone to be messed with. No matter how rude a person can be I can guarantee that I can be 10 times worse. Its one of those qualities of mine that people find difficult to get used to but once you do, I will protect you to the end. Well I should be doing homework so I think that's what I'll go do now. Thanks for reading about my boring life lol.

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and sorry this is so long lol