Well this isnt really a blog to talk about what has happened to me in the past few days I'm just gonna vent my thoughts. A lot has been on my mind lately and I just want to get it out there.
Do you ever feel like no matter what you do it isnt enough for everyone? You try and try and try to be what everyone wants you to be and you do everything you can for people but its simply not enough. Life is just really strange that way. People expect you to be someone or something your not because you isnt good enough for them. But what I've realized in the past few years is that you dont need to be what everyone wants you to be. People who dont like you for who you are are just stupid people. Be what you want to be. Be yourself. The world just cant seem to see that being you is enough for you and it should be enough for them too. The world manipulates people into thinking that they arent good enough or arent pretty enough, smart enough, spiritual enough, talented enough etc. the list could go on forever. No body is perfect. A lot of people think that they are perfect but they arent and they know it they just dont want to show it because they are afraid of feeling inferior. Me? I have felt inferior my whole life to everyone so whats the point of trying to be something that I'm not? I'm not afraid to feel inferior I'm used to it so why should I be what everyone wants me to be? Why shouldnt I be what I want?
People dont realize that even saying the slightest little thing can make someone start to think that they arent what everyone wants. The world is a cruel place and human beings arent exactly nice either. I know I have probably said things that have made people think that I dont like who they are. Everyone has its not uncommon to find in people. But when you are about to change and be what everyone wants you go be you have to think about this. If you become friends with the most popular people in school or you have the hottest boyfriend that you have always wanted or just stupid stuff like that you need to remember that they didnt like you before because you were being yourself and not what they wanted. You changed and became what they wanted and bam you got what you wanted. Although it may seem alright to be what they want and not what you want it really isnt. There are people out there who like you for who you are and want you to be who you are. I guess this whole ranting blog is just to simply say always be yourself not someone else. I've seen way too many people change themselves for others and its not worth it. No matter what your changing for its just not worth it. Always be yourself be what you want and everything works out for the better.
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