06.29.08

Geez I really have no idea where to start! Alright well on the 14 Hannah and I went to the parade and summerfest fireworks haha shes so awesome we have so much fun together! Then on the 17 my dad went to Hawaii (so jealous!) and came back the 21 so nothin really happend that week thats worth telling you about its actually kinda lame haha well he brought me back some stuff which was really nice of him considering that he was there on bussiness.

Alright now for THIS week haha. On Wednesday I went and saw Jordin Sparks with Sammie and she was AMAZING! I'll put up some pics so you can all see what she was doin and all that. She was just awesome! Then on Thursday my mom and I went and saw Little Women at the Hale and it was an...interesting play ok I didnt really like it, it was just too weird for me plus we had these cranky old people sitting behind us and they were SO loud it ruined it anyways. On Friday I went on a date haha it was fun theres not really much more I can type if you want more details ask me and I'll tell you everything I just cant write it all since well I would be talking FOREVER but I'm a girl its my job hahahaha. Then yesterday Hannah came over to my house again and we went swimming in our pool! Yes my dad FINALLY got it put up and I just realized that I am using a lot of capital letters in this post haha oops. We we bascially hung out most of the day and just did stupid things like we usually do haha like I've said before shes so much fun to hang out with. Well today has been boring home teachers came over and that was about it haha ttyl! Oh and sorry about this pictures of Jordin Sparks I keep trying to put the pictures at the end of this entry thingy and it wont work it just goes to the top lol so sorry about that!

06.14.08 {Ranting blog}

Well this isnt really a blog to talk about what has happened to me in the past few days I'm just gonna vent my thoughts. A lot has been on my mind lately and I just want to get it out there.

Do you ever feel like no matter what you do it isnt enough for everyone? You try and try and try to be what everyone wants you to be and you do everything you can for people but its simply not enough. Life is just really strange that way. People expect you to be someone or something your not because you isnt good enough for them. But what I've realized in the past few years is that you dont need to be what everyone wants you to be. People who dont like you for who you are are just stupid people. Be what you want to be. Be yourself. The world just cant seem to see that being you is enough for you and it should be enough for them too. The world manipulates people into thinking that they arent good enough or arent pretty enough, smart enough, spiritual enough, talented enough etc. the list could go on forever. No body is perfect. A lot of people think that they are perfect but they arent and they know it they just dont want to show it because they are afraid of feeling inferior. Me? I have felt inferior my whole life to everyone so whats the point of trying to be something that I'm not? I'm not afraid to feel inferior I'm used to it so why should I be what everyone wants me to be? Why shouldnt I be what I want?

People dont realize that even saying the slightest little thing can make someone start to think that they arent what everyone wants. The world is a cruel place and human beings arent exactly nice either. I know I have probably said things that have made people think that I dont like who they are. Everyone has its not uncommon to find in people. But when you are about to change and be what everyone wants you go be you have to think about this. If you become friends with the most popular people in school or you have the hottest boyfriend that you have always wanted or just stupid stuff like that you need to remember that they didnt like you before because you were being yourself and not what they wanted. You changed and became what they wanted and bam you got what you wanted. Although it may seem alright to be what they want and not what you want it really isnt. There are people out there who like you for who you are and want you to be who you are. I guess this whole ranting blog is just to simply say always be yourself not someone else. I've seen way too many people change themselves for others and its not worth it. No matter what your changing for its just not worth it. Always be yourself be what you want and everything works out for the better.

06.12.08

Alright well there hasnt really been anything happening lately. Last friday Brittnee had a birthday party and it was pretty fun except I had to leave early just randomly so that kinda sucked but for the most part it was awesome! That saturday we went and saw Indiana Jones and it was actually really really good the ending sucked though. Tuesday I hung out with Hannah and then she dragged me to yw (lol) but for the most part it wasnt too bad but it just reminded me of some things that I'm not gonna talk about. Tomorrow is summerfest I have no idea if I'll be going or not cuz my mom got lasik on her eyes today so now she can see so thats always a plus. But I think the most exciting thing that has happened to me lately is that yesterday my dad booked us a trip to Florida!! We're gonna go to Disneyworld, the Kenedy (sp?) space center and the beach and our hotel isnt too far from the beach so I'll be able to see it from the hotel window. Our origional plans were to go to San Diego and rent a condo on the beach and just spend a week or so on the beach but then my dad decided he would rather go to Florida haha cant say I blame him! Florida is gonna be amazing! Nice and warm! I can hardly wait! We fly out the 27th of July and come back sometime in August I havent gotten the date quite yet.

I've been doing a lot of work for my dad too which is always a good thing cuz I get paid! So since I'm gonna be gettin some money and since I'm goin to Florida I'm going to need to go shopping! So lemme know if you wanna go shopping anytime soon lol. Luv you all!

Lyssa loo

6/05/08

Alright well I would have written earlier but the web site people thought my blog was a spam blog and I couldn’t access it till they reviewed it. Talk about strange right? Well anyways this past week has been actually not terrible. On the 30th I had to go to my cousin’s graduation party and it was pretty boring there were a lot of people I have never seen before in my life so it was a little awkward. On the 31st my family and I went fourwheeling which was really fun since I haven’t done that since last year cuz of the stupid cold. We were out for pretty much the whole day and we forgot to bring sunscreen so my dad and I got burned really bad on our arms and now I have a line where my sleeves ended haha it looks so dumb. My bro and my mom didn’t get burned cuz they thought it was cold and wore long sleeves hahaha. Sunday was pretty...odd. I had an interview with my bishop for my birthday and it was one of the weirdest interviews I have ever had. You really don’t want to know what happened lol. Monday was my birthday! Lol yeah I'm finally 16! So we went up to Park City and Heber and just kinda wandered around it was fun. Then we came home and Sammie and I went shopping! I love shopping lol. Then around 6 my parents picked me up and we were going to go out to dinner at La Dolche Vita but it was closed =( so we went to The Olive Garden instead. Then we came home and had cake and ice cream and people just randomly started coming over and chillin with us so it kinda turned into a party. Tuesday nothin really happened it was kinda boring. Yesterday I went and saw Chronicals of Narnia Prince Caspian is was probably one of the longest movies I have EVER had to sit through! Then today has been pretty boring but I'm learning how to make necklaces and bracelets! It’s so fun! Haha yeah I know I have know life but whatever that’s just me I suppose! Well gotta run!
Lyssa loo